Drug Court’s best result: “Getting my Mom back”


“I see little miracles everywhere.”

Mike L. lost his mother a couple of times. The fact that he got her back is a miracle he attributes to a year of working through the Calgary Drug Treatment Court.

And his mom? “Getting my son back is like winning a million dollar lottery,” says Pat. “I am whole again.”

Mike lost his mother as a child, found her again at the age of 27, then lost her as a consequence of his addiction to cocaine. Today, he’s just over a year sober.

And the best part of Mike’s transformation? He has his mom back.

Mike grew up on his father’s family farm near Lloydminster, never knowing what happened to his mother. His dad was away for long periods, building highways and Mike had a rough, troubled childhood, shipped from one family to another, until the unthinkable happened: his grandfather, grandmother and father all passed away in the space of a few months.

“I was a kind of a rebel, a hell raiser, I didn’t listen too good,” he says. “When they died, it was over. Nobody could tell me what to do from now on.”

At 15, Mike went from one foster home to another, experimenting with drugs, alcohol and getting in trouble with the law. Cocaine was his undoing and by 19 he was hooked – “every time I did it, I had to have more.”

He ached for a mother he wasn’t sure was alive. Her name was never mentioned by his father’s family. “When I asked questions, there were no answers,” he recalls.

Working as a roofer, Mike’s wages all went to drugs. He was homeless for 15 years, sleeping in stairwells, tents and trucks. He slept on the train tracks behind the Palliser Hotel on a night when the temperature dipped to minus 49 degrees.

“I tried robbery but I wasn’t a good thief,” he says. “I thought if I want to smoke this stuff, I might as well sell it. But I ended up selling to cops.”

His mother tracked him down when he was 27. It’s a moment he recalls in detail, standing on a roof in Edmonton, midway through a job, his boss telling him “your mother wants you to call her, collect.”

“The world just stopped,” he says of that moment, 16 years ago. “I put my tools down, left work and went to my skid row room.” His hands shaking, he picked up the phone and called his mother, Pat, collect. He discovered she had been forced to give him up as a teenager, with little education and no way to support her child.

Their reunion took place soon after, with his mother, stepfather and grandparents driving from Calgary to meet him.

“When we first met, after so many years, I finally became whole,” Pat says. “But I just knew he was a drug addict. And because of his drug addiction, we could not build a relationship.”

mike-webMike went to prison three times for trafficking drugs. Brief periods of sobriety would lead to relapse when he saw his old crowd. His life was a downhill spiral until, desperate, he found treatment programs through Alpha House and Fresh Start. After graduating from treatment, he relapsed again. “I was sober for 10 months. My thinking told me I could snort a few lines [of coke] this once. But I couldn’t stop.

“I was walking around crying, selling dope. I felt guilt, shame, remorse. I didn’t want to die but I was going to die.”

In the remand centre, Mike sobered up and avoided all the drugs around him. “I would lie in my bed and pray, saying ‘look God, I don’t want to do drugs any more. Please help. Help me get into the drug court.’”

Mike entered the program in June, 2014. His journey through the program has not been easy; twice he missed drug tests, going back to prison for short periods.

“Sobriety is pretty hard, especially if all you’ve ever done is always use,” he says.

Changing his thinking has been Mike’s biggest challenge. “Eventually, all my core beliefs changed, especially the thought that God had punished me for what I did as a child.”

Mike is graduating June 23. He has plans: he has “the best job ever,” his first driver’s license, and his first car.

And he has his mother. “I love my mom. I talk to her every day, see her every weekend. It’s awesome.”